What makes people think that it is ok to discard people like they mean nothing? I am TIRED of being pushed aside or "fit in" all with the explanation of "I really want to spend time with you". You'd think I was talking about a significant other, right? Nope, talking about my sisters. Inconsiderate selfish beings. I don't even know why I bother anymore. I put time, efford and consideration into my relationships with them. They treat my like garbage, and like I should be honored to even get that much from them. Take the older one Leah, I've been waiting since 5pm to hang out... listening to her claims of how much time she really wants to spend with me, just the 2 of us... yeah right. I'ts 11:45 and she's just leaving Brooklyn... I'm going to bed. And I only found out what was going on when I called HER to find out where the hell she was.... Really considerate, right? Or how about the younger one, who only spends time at my apartment so that I can drive her to the airport in the morning.. Even then, if I could have picked her up it would have been better for her.. SICK AND TIRED OF IT.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
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- Name: Emily
- Location: New York City, New York, United States
"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..." ~ Jack Kerouac
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